english process:

The experience learning English at university wasn't as i thought it would be , i had higher expectatives  because in our careers we have to read a lot of papers in english and i thought we were going to learn helpful things to understand them in a better way... i think i've learned a couple of thing that will help me a lot but i really wanted a change in this subjet, mainly because we really needed help with our text the whole year, in my case i can say that i can understand what i'm reading even when i can't write or pronounce as well as i can read , but i have classmates that went to all the classes and still can't understand our texts in english  . For the otehr side, blogging was very fun to me because i love to blog ( im a tumblr blog addict).
I think i need to improve my pronounciation because its really hard to me to talk, i know how words sound but something happens to me everytime that i need to talk and everything sound really weird haha its awful because i always talk in english with my friends from other countries and they undestand me very well , but for grades i 'm really bad at talking. I think i need to believe in myself, and stop of being scared about talking in english in public .
As i said before , i always talk in english with my friends and I also blog in english in my blog ( tumblr) ; ( ps: my favourite bands are from england and united states so i need to use english all the time to understand what they're saying .)

Good and Bad Points:

I think there's a  lot of good things that have happened in my life: i have a wonderful family, good friends and a lot of amazing experiences .
When i was a child and i went to primary school  things didn't go so well... i had some problems with my classmates and i remember a time when i wasn't very happy about going to school every day. But thing got better when i started high school :)
This yeas has been a super important year of my life, a year ogf changes and new experiences that i've never lived before.. a new city, new friends, being away from my mom my dad and my little brother, a whole new world in the university and growing up a lot.
I think it has been a wondeful year even when its wasnt all perfect.
I didn't do all the things i wanted to, i really wanted to take more classes and hang out with my friends here ( this city has a lot of things to do everyday .. but we didnt have time) .
I  would like to higlight that my grades are good, i found amazing friends and i think i made  the right decision by chosing this career ...
I dont know if there's somthing else to say... I'm very happy with everything that have happened to me this year

BLOGGIN' !!!!

I think that my favourite thing to do in my free time - everyday i find a little bit of free time.. honestly- is "blogging" . I use a plataform called Tumblr ; its a social network where everyone has a profile that is a blog, we can share stuff, follow other blogs and spend (waste) our time there.

I'm a Tumblr blogger since i'm 14, i really like to post things and reblog ( reblog is when you repost a post from other person into your blog by clicking a green button, its very fun and addictive)

The main thing i blog about is music , my favourite bands, music videos, etc... also i like photographs and fashion , i don't know if i have a "type of blog" ,, i just post and reblog the things i like ( but mainly music )

 I enjoy to blog because everyone there is from other countries , we share the love for our favourite bands and stuff in so many different lenguages (we all blog in english but soemtime we don't understand eachother and is very funny when we have to explain what we are saying; for example when we use things like : btw and tbh ( by the way and to be honest) at firts i didnt know the meaning and now i cant stop using those abbreviations).

I can't deny my deep love for bloggin', its amazing and i really enjoy it.

Green

I think that "being green" isn't an option anymore, and it should has been one ever, because takin' care of our home, our planet ...our unique place to live . is extremly important .

Nowadays there's a lot of campaings teaching us how to be friendly with the enviroment: a lot of ways to recycle, more useful ways to obtain energy and how not to waste it , etc.

I dont think i recycle enough, -its horrible to think that is becuase im a bit lazy about it- I SHOULD DO IT THOUHT! . anyway, i love to create things with outofuse things :)

i don't have a car and im constantly walking instead to take the bus (like when im downtown.. i prefer to walk than use the transport)

You can find a lot of organizations that promoves a green life and look for keeping the earth healty but i've never joined one, maybe because i think its better to start by your own place.. if ll of us star for our own place we can make a difference , then we could go bigger, but firts we need to change our own places -like using cleaner energies , etc-

i would like to live in a green house...recycle everything and have a green car hahah -no more black gold please!, its unnecessary-

I think cities like Santiago should be more worried about the style of life that its citizens are keepin'. It should be more politics about this topic, howver not just here, but in every city in this country.

About time: About Life

Today's post its about "TIME",and how i feel i about it.

Have you ever feel like you should be  doing something else  because you dont want to  "waste" your TIME? . I usually feel like this and i think it isn't a good feeling.

Sometimes when i realize that i'm

"wasting" my time on things i shouldnt be doing ( freinds, movies, not-university books,etc) because i have other "important" things to do , like studying and stuff i think about my life... i use to think that i won't reach my goals if i don't work hard for them, but at te same time, i want to enjoy the things i have now, the moments... the present, beacuse i won't be a teenager for ever, i'll never ne as young i am now.

This probably sound a bit like the Peter Pan's story, but it makes me really nostalgic.

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i'd love to have more memories that the ones i've actually got. When i was on highschool i thought everything was a waste of time and thats the reason why i missed  a lot of things, the reason why i missed i a lot of memories that now wourld be amazing to have.

I don't want to waste my time for living by wasting my time on studying...  a big dilema.

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I love my career and the only thing i want is to finish  the last year that now seems to far away from herere and now. I want to work and do all the things i've ever wanted to do as an anthropologist... but i want to be more free now, i want to fly a little bit more... the watch is not going to stop ... the minutes are not going to stop for me . So i probably should organice better my time...  i actually do it, but i can't stop the feeling of growing up, of wasting the time, not living, use all energy on university... -

Maybe noneof the paragraphs above  make sense... express this feeling it's really difficult

Dream Job

Ever since I was a little child, I dreamt of traveling all over the world, do anything I wanted to ever do, see everything I've ever wanted to see. 

While growing up i realized that i really loved to express myself and learn about how other people do. I get closer to arts and social sciences.When i was 16 i knew that my dream job would be to travel everywhere and see how people lives, how people act , how different cultures see this world, so i decided I wanted to be an anthropologist. Why? Well, I just felt like I could know and experience better the different realities by studying this career. I really dont like the "academy" side of this discipline and i don't feel like i'll write  books and articles even when i know that i'll have to- maybe-. I want to work in a different way. That's why i'll go with Visual Anthropology.  It's basically the antropological study of all visual representations such as dance and other kinds of performance, museums and archiving, all visual arts, and the production and reception of mass media . I really want to work with that ,it would make me really happy if I accomplish my goal: travel, see, show, live. I can think of nothing that would feel greater then actually doing what I've always wanted to do. I never wanted to end behind a desk in a small office .

Concert Experience: the secret

I know it's a little bit weird to talk about the band i'm going to talk in this post  but i can't deny that day was one of the best days of my life.
I'm used to heard things like "you're too old for that kind of music" "please tell me you dont like them!" etc, but i really don't care , if you enjoy something , you can't let anyone to make you feel bad about it ;  in this post i'm going to tell you about my One Direction concert .

The story: I've been a fan of them since 2010 so when i knew they were going to come i almost died. I couldnt buy tickets close to the stage and that made me super sad , i thought everything was lost BUT it wasn't. People started to ask for another concert , and producers said yes, so they were going to come 2 days! April 30th and May 1st! i bought tickets for May 1st but i didn't have the money for the other date... i told myself it was okay to go and see them just one day even if i waited for them for  4 years ,i'm not going to lie, i was devastated hahaha, but everything changed 2 days before  the 30th of april... I BOUGHT A TICKET SUPER CLOSE TO THE STAGE FOR SO MUCH LESS MONEY THAN THE ORIGINAL PRICE,         i was very  happy ! In that moment i didnt know that that day was going to be the best day ever.

The waiting:
-8:00 am and i already was in the  Estadio Nacional waiting for the doors opening , the concert was at 21:00 hrs.. so imagine how nervous i was, yes, ridiculous.
-Doors open at 13:00 pm, I was runing like there's not tomorrow
-13:20 inside the stadium. I lied to the guards and i got closer to the stage , more than i was suposed to be
-14:00- 20:00 troubles. I almost got kicked out of the stadium. Yes.
-20:30 , this part is weirdest, i was hiding under a chilean flag because a crazy guard was looking for me ! I won anyways, she didnt find me.
-21:00... it started

The concert: I never thought i was going to see them that close, i never thought they were going to see me , and smile at me  - maybe it was for my green hair,i dont know- i never imagined that i was going to talk with their backguards, i felt amazing!
I went alone but i made friends there so it was pretty amazing!  teh concert was 2 hours longer and absolutly wild!
I cried, i sang, i danced to the rythm of my favourite songs, i was truly happy !  you probably will say that all this story is stupid but they make me happy - or deeply sad, i don't know at this point-. I'd give a lot to go throught that day again, closer, if it could be possible, maybe hug them hahaha


That was the story of one of the best days of this year for me :) One of the weirdest and coolest concerts ever