Today's post its about "TIME",and how i feel i about it.
Have you ever feel like you should be doing something else because you dont want to "waste" your TIME? . I usually feel like this and i think it isn't a good feeling.
Sometimes when i realize that i'm
"wasting" my time on things i shouldnt be doing ( freinds, movies, not-university books,etc) because i have other "important" things to do , like studying and stuff i think about my life... i use to think that i won't reach my goals if i don't work hard for them, but at te same time, i want to enjoy the things i have now, the moments... the present, beacuse i won't be a teenager for ever, i'll never ne as young i am now.
This probably sound a bit like the Peter Pan's story, but it makes me really nostalgic.
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i'd love to have more memories that the ones i've actually got. When i was on highschool i thought everything was a waste of time and thats the reason why i missed a lot of things, the reason why i missed i a lot of memories that now wourld be amazing to have.
I don't want to waste my time for living by wasting my time on studying... a big dilema.
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I love my career and the only thing i want is to finish the last year that now seems to far away from herere and now. I want to work and do all the things i've ever wanted to do as an anthropologist... but i want to be more free now, i want to fly a little bit more... the watch is not going to stop ... the minutes are not going to stop for me . So i probably should organice better my time... i actually do it, but i can't stop the feeling of growing up, of wasting the time, not living, use all energy on university... -
Maybe noneof the paragraphs above make sense... express this feeling it's really difficult
